had a late supper with the honkeys and and my managers. wished nic was with us. my manager been wanting to see him.. and me too. i miss him so much. he been busy, ih’ve been busy.. i just hate it so much that we dont have time for each other. =(

sigh. looks like our trip to japan been cancelled? and what the hell am i to do with this two tickets? =( 

baby… if this is a test, im failing badly. =(